Umi-Satome

I could make some awesome snacks with honey If I wasn’t afraid of eating regurgitated stuff from a bee.

I just.. cant.. bugs.. ugh.. I have thrown away perfectly good celery/carrots/lettuce from finding bugs on them.. I JUST CANT..

BUgs.. ugh.. I mean.. yea, I washed them, but they were literally caked on there.. I attempted to use my nails to get them off.. but I couldn’t finish.. and I threw them away… ughhhh bugs.. they give me the willies, even if they are dead!

and eating something a bug has thrown up.. makes it worse.

on a side note, my blood sugar has finally dropped. AND I AM GOING TO BED.

after today, my boyfriend has a week off, and we have a party to go to. I HAVE NEVER BEEN INVITED TO A PARTY!! I am excited. sad thing, is it is a pool party. so I’m not quite ready for a swim suit, and.. I don’t want to take my pump off just so I can swim after what has happened tonight. T__T

anywho, I’m going to bed! huzzah!

finally got off the phone with medtronic, my pump is working again, found out my new box of tubing is bad.. they are sending me replacements..  Glad my pump is fixed, now for the long and annoying process of getting my blood sugar back to normal.

at least the lady I talked to was nice.. so used to being treated like shit.. a pleasant change.

wonder if netflix has anything to amuse me while I watch my sugars..

I am more relaxed now, but I wont go to sleep until my sugar get’s under 300.. at least when it is in the 200’s I can eat a small snack and go back to sleep..

I dont think I will ever get used to this stuff.. seriously.

so.. my insulin pump is malfunctioning.. and my sugar isn’t dropping under 400.. and medtronic wont pick up the phone.. fml.. wishing I had my mom with me… ):

I wont lie.. I’m kinda freaked out right now..

Been on hold for a long time, and I feel like.. idk… just very thirsty..

I’ve been taking insulin by shot since I woke up from my nap..

I really dont want to screw up.. I have been working so hard with p90x.. if I have to go to the hospital.. this ruins everything.

Been on holf for a long time.. starting to panic, and ben is freaking out also.

my blood sugar is over 400!

I took a nap and woke up to my pump screaming at me.. NO DELIVERY..

Looks like I wont be doing p90x tonight.. But hey.. I’m sure it will work it out..

I will just use today as my rest day and keep doing what I am supposed to do.

It is the only thing I can think of. plus ben’s shoulders are still hurting him, this is a good excuse for him to rest.

this is actually my first high blood sugar in two months.. I can feel it too, I feel so angry and I cant figure out why, and I’m thirsty as hell. ):< ugh.

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